Acho que te sinto o cheiro, às vezes,
Quando estou mais desamparada.
Inspiro fundo, para absorvê-lo, mas
Sei que não se sente nada.
O meu peito não bate forte,
Não sangra, nem se degrada.
No meio do seu vazio
Sei que não se sente nada.
A minha cabeça, muito pensa.
Nunca me senti tão isolada,
Mas por entre tantas memórias
Sei que não se sente nada.
Missing his smell,
Vaguely remembered in my brain.
The sensation of those lips
On mine made a stain.
The way my body
Submitted to his touch.
First time I've sweated
My desires so much.
The hands of devotion,
Praying on my skin.
Never satisfying a Goddess
Felt more like a sin.
Diving into temptation
Gave me more that I could take.
Retrieving back to Olympus
To not be cursed by the Fates.
Your dreams were valid.
Mine were insane.
You thought yourself so realistic,
But your actions were mundane.
Always appreciating life,
Choosing memories over material.
But you were one to not move a finger.
How could I've been so delusional?
I was choosing myself,
And us at the same time.
You were only choosing to believe
That being comfortable was fine.
Como a vida pode mudar,
De um momento para o outro?
O que para muitos é paz,
Para mim é desconforto.
Ter o pés na terra,
Mas a cabeça no ar.
Estar presente,
Mas consciente
Da alma noutro lugar.
Inteira, mas partida.
Sempre de mala na mão.
É agarrar em mim,
Meter-me um avião.
Viver por mim,
E para mim.
Que romance atroz.
Pela primeira vez,
Irei ouvir a minha voz.
Não me sentirei perdida,
Porque sei onde me encontrei.
Para onde vou, o que faço,
Não sei.
Na altura de agir,
Agirei.
Weighting my possibilities
With a bunch of doors open.
Controlling my instincts,
So nothing gets broken.
A bright future ahead.
One I can't see.
Mistakes will always happen,
But which one's the best for me?
My passions are known
And already rolling.
Will I boost the process,
Or prevent them from growing?
Nothing's easy, or forever.
All a risk we have to take.
In the end, there's no problem.
Just a fear I have to shake.
Unexpected evening
Starring at shy blue eyes.
Words coming out for hours.
How I wish I could've read your mind.
Alas, you were all riddles
From a map I couldn't get.
Still, a night full of giggles.
One I could never forget.
Taking a risk in the end,
Leaving it in such a high note.
All soft, brill and tender,
And now I wish for something more.
You're scared of the waves.
What kind of pirate are you?
So afraid of catching feelings.
(Maybe it isn't the time for being brave.)
But what if that's already true?
Humankind has a way
Of expanding by destroying.
We always need more space
We need to make us stay.
If only we stopped a little
To look inside, instead of out.
Connect to our roots
And see what are we all about.
Take a deep breath in.
We're never alone.
Prefering to change nature,
Intead of accepting it as our own.
Most times, we forget
Who's older.
She'll take back everything,
Again, when we're over.
Walking back and forth,
Reading words from a foreign language.
The body needs to travel
Alongside your mind.
Stepping my feet in the sand,
Hearing the waves crashing.
Back and forth, and again.
Reading words from a foreign language.
Wanting to clash against each other,
Leaving the stories aside,
Throwing them in the ground.
Dive with me.
In this sea.
Salty but sweet.
Will you come?
Fingers to mouth,
Getting them moist,
To apart the pages
Of this rejoice.
The story's fantastic,
Of wanting and fate.
The more I read it,
The more I crave.
Guiding my touch
Down to it's spine.
Wanting to be
Deeply intertwined.
Mind to groin.
Hands to chest.
Forgive me, Father,
I need to confess.
Losing air.
Dying of starvation.
Thoughts so impure
As my imagination.
A kiss that
Consumes me.
Your lips are
Like juice to me.
Through my neck
You tread desire.
My insides
Already catching fire.
Your hands are bold,
While taking my breath.
I'm in your control,
This could be my death.
Caught red handed
On my cheek.
Wripping my clothes off,
And calling me a freak.
Bite marks
All over my thighs.
Making me suffer
With the look in your eyes.
Your tongue is magic,
Making me cry.
I swear I could beg for this
Until the day I die.
A perfect balance,
Of owner and toy.
One likes to suffer.
You love to enjoy.
Cutting deep, in the night.
It's the last thing I see.
My blood in your thrust
Will be the death of me.
I've been walking dead
For more than three years.
My physical needs?
Thought they disappeared.
Only craving brains,
That was all I've known.
But then, with my own eyes,
I saw how much I was wrong.
I confused desperation
With lack of sensation.
Thought that I was stationed,
When I was only dying of starvation.
Then, you let me take a bite
And your taste just blew my mind.
"Be careful, darling...
Don't be greedy, or you'll die."
"Take a step back
Or you'll choke.
On everything that I know."
You've awaken me, darling.
Now my body's yours to control.
Your life's in a shadow
Never brought to light.
Common interests, lust, and my own
Are an easier fight.
My instinct warned me,
And this time I heard.
"Be careful, he's red,
And not what you deserve."
Women are resourceful,
We always find what we look for.
And with my eyes I saw
What I suspected, and more.
Betrayed for a second,
Glad I didn't fall.
Relieved right after,
And not hurt at all.
I'm not here to judge.
I'm the one single, and free.
Don't know your complications.
We're both our Plan B.
I know I'm your toy,
And that's okay.
Because I'm using you
The same way.
I'm yours, until I'm not.
Through my heart,
More than your wanting.
I guess you'll be here forever,
Unless your Plan A discovers
What you're hunting.
Eyes starring at the void.
Closing softly,
To another dimension.
Sometimes, I meet you there.
In the land where
Our touch is possible.
You are but the same person.
Leaving me warmer,
With kisses on the skin.
But keeping me safe,
With the grandness of your words.
Before waking up
A voice tells me,
"Don't worry, my darling.
Dreams will come true".
The thought of you
Pulls me back to this planet,
As soon as I'm awake.
And I feel you so close.
The city's beautiful,
Breathtaking, inspiring.
I walk at night,
Appreciating the
Calmness of it.
The wind rises with
Freezing suspicion.
Everyone's going home
But this one.
I wanna suck everything in,
And mix it with my blood,
So you can live through me,
Savour it all.
The moon's our saviour.
I look up. Are you looking up?
Are you seeing, now, what I am seeing?
I feel you. You are here.
Welcome, Master.
I first knew you
Eight years ago.
I thought my heart was
Already bubbling,
When I breathed your air.
The view took it all away.
Your old, mysterious streets,
That always seem so dark,
Even in the daylight,
Made me finish a chapter,
While dreaming of another.
It was a cold, grey
Month of May.
Walking for two days,
While starving for more.
And you laughed at me,
Giving me nothing,
But inspiration and rain.
Seven years passed
Without forgetting you.
My loyalty was taken,
But my mind was with you.
I had to go back,
And so I did.
Secretly, eagerly,
With days to spare.
You welcomed me back
With surprise.
January days of sunshine.
It wasn't enough!
Being faithful was my anchor.
I didn't go alone, and
I wanted to have more of you.
Dragged down by lasyness
And no excitement,
A lot was left to be seen.
Then, I wished to have you
In every single season.
A promise of mine
Is a certainty.
A lot can happen
In just one year,
And I am exactly at the
Same spot as I was
At first.
Free, as the butterflies
Going through my throat.
My loyalty lies in another language,
Dearest, but you're not
Afraid to share it, I hope.
Here I am again,
Like in the first.
May it is, to start a new cicle.
Promisses remain unforgotten.
Next time, I'll come
With the right person.
Is there anything more freeing
Than flying?
We always dream about
Taking our feet off the ground.
So, do we do it?
While travelling to another town?
No.
We march there,
Taking our time, in an endless queue,
Walking and waiting,
To board a plane to somewhere new.
Even when flying,
We're nothing but
An occupied seat.
Pretending we have
Our wings spread open.
That isn't freedom to me.
The one that starts in your head.
Conquers your soul,
While you dream in your bed,
To finally take your heart,
Slowly, but steadily?
I rather have that instead.
It's cold outside,
And your house is so warm.
I'm shaking,
Like I'm bare naked.
I'm knocking at your door.
"Can I come?"
You open,
But you're going for a walk.
You hug me, making me hot.
After a while,
We're back at your steps.
But I don't wanna go back.
"Please, can I come inside?"
Smiling, you tell me
How greedy I am.
But we both know
How much you love
Me coming and going again.
You tease and play,
Opening the door.
"This house could be the cage
That you need to be free."
That's what your eyes are telling me.
I swallow hard,
And don't mind the provocation.
I open my mouth,
Continuing this conversation.
"I know I'm begging this,
For the third time tonight,
But can I come with you
Just one more time?"
In a violent, selfish world
You mask yourself with roughness.
"I'm power. I'm the Kingdom.
I'm the ruler. Bend the knee."
The crown is yours
And you never take it.
As you should.
It's rightfully yours.
I'm here to please,
to obey and be grateful.
My place is right here,
And I'll never forget it.
"I'm your Lord. Kiss my feet,"
But I know you're so much more.
You're the first to raise your sword.
To fight for your beliefs.
My blood is only the ink
To the pen that it is your voice.
All these men, full of hatred,
And you so full of something else.
They can't corrupt you.
You're the justice.
One eye to punish,
One hand to catch me.
Behind your heaviness
There is a soft soul.
Yours, my King.
I am but a scribe.
My words are elegance,
But your thoughts are Saint.
Poets and writers
Wish to be you.
Because true art
Rhymes with your name.
Two days?
Can't be.
Seems like an eternity!
No way.
Maybe?
Snap back to reality.
What is liberty,
Besides being free?
Having the luck
Of being your property.
Interest. Desire.
That is not all.
Punishment. Fire.
To catch me, if I fall.
Wound me. Drain me.
Make me insane.
Take me. Heal me.
Live inside my brain.
Talk to me, even
In words I don't understand.
Não tenhas tento na língua.
Fais de moi ta putain.
Tú eres mi Dios, posesivo.
Meine Seele ist dein Blut.
Prego per essere tutta tua.
To be perfect. To be good.
Keep me around,
For as long as you want.
Let that be a long, long time.
I'll be yours,
And on my knees.
Let me build you a shrine.
